Everyone on earth should watch this! Overwhelming.

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Totally clueless about what am I suppose to do next. It’s so awkward to know that im this fragile. Nobody’d ever thought so too i guess. Im collapse, with one single hit.

I have no idea why I couldnt ever stay strong in love. It always hits me hard. Altho it is just happened 3 days past. I would never ever forget what happened that night. I felt the love surrounded the whole of me. I had my long-lost heartbeat back. It’s been toooo long since the last time I felt Im still a warm-blooded human that would still stimuli to love. But why is this so fucking short!

The moment you hold my hand, the moment my toes met yours, the moment we were looking at the same piece of KL scene at look out point, the moment you were talking so close to me in car, the moment your eyes met mine, i knew im in love. So deep. And now im so fucking afraid, automatically coward-fied. Im so afraid that im the only side that feel the same way. Im so so afraid to get hurt again. That was too harsh that i can never take.

I dont know what to do. So lost. Insecurity hits me hard. Almost killed me alive. Im so dead so dead.

To wait or let it go?

No idea.